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[14 Dec 2006|02:56am] |
mariealexis87: thats just one nasty crusty layer that encapsulated a single pileof layers in a layer field of my troubles
HOME youre going to either make or break me
i hope im ready!
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[27 Oct 2006|02:03am] |
i dont like when i go to boil some water and cant find my cooking pot. it ususally means hes been sitting in the bottom of the sink, under a muddy mound of dirty dishes, lonely waiting for me to pull him out. along with my wooden ladel spoon hes my only contribution to my kitchen, and although hes not a nice non stick thermal anti scratch state of the art cooking pot, but a disgusting ugyly burnt silver and faded chamber pot - we stick it through.
im not a fucking crazy person i swear.
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[26 Oct 2006|05:18am] |
im not used to this woohoooey hoooooweyyyy 24/7 never stop in your face wind. thinking of my house now makes it feels like its a little fairy book abode nestled in the bossom of a hillside, compared to, this, solid brick 18 floor building sticking infront of queens.
but its all right! im starting to adjust and isnt that what lifes all about?
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[17 Oct 2006|02:14am] |
some times i wonder
for iceskaters...
is it all about the outfit?
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[10 Oct 2006|12:55am] |
on the same night of Slash's guest appearance, GTFU had came across drews page, played Obnoxious, and MountainDrew03: gtfuradioshow (9:51:40 PM): they want you to write an intro for the show.
im so proud of mah man!
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[28 Sep 2006|03:14am] |
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tonight i passed the point of no return. where your body hs been so warn out and exhausted that it gives up, and you are stuck in a wired trance, sitting with your laptop at 3:30am.
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[28 Sep 2006|02:44am] |
tonight i stood there with my chest straight out past me. not the way of hoes, but the way of a king. how lovely to feel beautiful for the first time centuries buried under ground. to have a confidence not to sit straight forward but chin up. and to think with a grin.
but to live like i was waiting for is a long way away,
i refuse to see your doctors. ill stitch myself back up myself with his help, and their help, and my help thank you very much. then hopefully i wont find my dreams at night as the most peaceful feeling at day.
but how and where to direct myself has become my life's trouble.
whats been missing is this journal.
it serves as my healthy self remedy.
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[04 Sep 2006|06:28pm] |
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i'm fatigued.
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[05 Aug 2006|01:17pm] |
ive been steering this ship through a crack in the wall.
although ive spotted another boat in the middle of the sea.
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[22 Jul 2006|12:46pm] |
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sometimes my days are automatically a bad one. maybe its because that one little thing that pisses you off within a minute of being awake has a habit of staying with you the rest of the day. and two things pissed me off within 60 minutes of getting out of bed, and now look at me. im all seething with anger for no good reason. theyre just typical happenings in my life. being important shouldnt be a top priority of mine.
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[18 Jul 2006|11:37pm] |
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youre no fool. only a fool in the sense that you seperate yourself from what you live and what you preach. live with the strength you so pompously give yourself credit for. its not so bad in that box, becasue there isnt one.
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[15 Jul 2006|09:05pm] |
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i have this complexion about myself where if i dont go out at least 3 times in a week i panic. its in part to my life-long obsession with living every day feel to its fullest, but i think its more of me just me facing a confirmation that i am a total loser. i should come to grips with the fact that i am lame and not let it occur in such a blow when in the presence of people that are way out of my league. marie, you are such a fool.
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[14 Jul 2006|11:00am] |
picture: tab and billy sitting at a family picnic. billy telling tab to chug hot tea, tab agrees, and in the first minute of raising his head to chug scolding tea, violently throws up on himself. violently in the middle of a family picnic. the kind of throw up where youre screaming from the bottom of your stomach while vomit projects in a stream from your mouth. everyone turns around to stare.
hahaha i thought it was a hilarious story.
ahhh otherwise i have to stop. wtf is wrong with me?!
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[12 Jul 2006|07:54pm] |
RIP Roger Keith "Syd" Barrett!
going crazy was your best bad choice.
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[28 Jun 2006|11:44pm] |
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ya know what though, i gotta give it to my mom. shes been trying to her damned hardest lately and i really appreciate that. its a weird chipper, almost uneasy, buts its pleasant none the less. thanks ma!
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[27 Jun 2006|04:57pm] |
despite a ridiculous parallel park, the kind where you try to fix it and only makes things horrendous, i passed my road test. this wont mean ill be able to drive though since i onlY can use moms car, and knowing my mom, ill be pretty immobile. but whatevs i still have a license and thats awesome.
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i think i got the slow guy at work fired by accident. a customer asked me "where do you keep your nuts?" and i told him aisle 16. then Angel comes up saying "im glad he didnt ask me that question. i would have told them i keep my nuts in my pants." and laughed at this. and i laughed too. later i told my assistant manager just to make small talk then i turn around and im writing a statement for sexual harrassment. i found it all kind of funny so i wrote how inappropriate it was and put my signature.
then i tell my mom, and turns out she found the nuts joke just hilarious, and when i tell her about the sexual harrasment she went OH NO!!! seeing how upset she was i figured i should be too.
and oh god i really do feel awful. im going to ruin this guys life.
fucking managers are the lamest people. brian just needs to feel important in some way and acting like teh shit at an eckerds drug store is his way to make himself feel good. i dunno.
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[25 Jun 2006|08:14pm] |
im pretty sure my lack of wisdom tooth got infected. every time i run my tongue over one of my molars it feels like a slug filled with infected goo and puss has latched itself in my mouth.
its making me feel very weird.
& today at work Elaina's 7 year old boy kept himself occupied by throwing a rubber ball at my head, punching me, drinking my soda then spilling it, throwing things, and taking an obligation to ringnig and bagging at the register. this, and the fact that i work pretty much every day from 9-5 is starting to piss me off.
getting up at 7am for driving lessons isnt fucking helping.
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[17 Jun 2006|08:38pm] |
i just swallowed a mint whole. it was so unpleasant.
this week has been nothing more than running in woods with no sleep. last night we camped which was great except for tyler leaving tab in the woods and being too drunk to move, forcing yourself to lay in your own filth listening to perfect reverse tan ware wolf calls and discussing edd driving in a rush drinking seltzer water out of a small champaign glass and eating a full plate of chicken fecasha with a fork and knife while someone in the passanger seat shotties cigarette smoke in his eyes. thats right.
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[08 Jun 2006|11:39pm] |
today while getting my wisdom teeth pulled the nurse unintentionally put me on this entire journey of womanhood. probably because i was so doped up, but i still think it has some relevance.
i realized how wonderful it is to be a woman
and being stereotyped in the working world is not an evil. sitting there feeling the doctor hammer sharp things into my jaw while the nurse comforted me with soft hands and a gentle voice is as natural as a mother cradling her new born baby while dad brings home food. nurturing is a womans best inheritance from god and probably the most important. it should be embraced and not looked at as a handicap. not limit but be more appreciated. what would the world be like with out nurture? hitler killing for the death of his mother has been, to my knowledge, its only significant negative effect. but it also proves that the power of woman doesnt have to lye in doing everything a man does, but lyes in that thing embedded at birth. along with my nurses knowledge of the mouth is that special something the oral surgeon didnt have, and its that same thing that entire foundation of humanity and motherearth is based on.
this doesnt mean that i fell in love with my nurse today
or that i think women should be confined to the house
it just means that the next time some liberal hairy woman comes up to me scolding my make up ill have more confidence in knowing that that bitch doesnt know a thing.
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